I'm going to drink this absinthe
til I can't feel your hand in my hair
your lips on my neck
your breathe in my ear
I'm gonna take these pills
til I can't hear you calling my name
your accidental sigh
your heart against my chest
I'm gonna turn off the lights
til I can't see you walk in the room
take off your clothes
lay on my bed
I'm gonna get lost in myself
til I can't remember your laugh
the way you made me ache
the way I made you cry
I'm gonna take this poison
til I can't feel no pain
I can't taste your sweat
til I'm totally numb
