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Sunday, November 17, 2024

Letters To Loves Long Lost - Vol. I (Tanya)

Dear Tanya,
Without getting into my own personal motives for writing this, I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for the way things ended between us. We had been through a lot together and you deserved more than just a message on your answering machine. I doubt that it's any consolation, but I spent the next 3 months trying to build up the courage to set things right. But each time I got close, I convinced myself that you'd be better off never hearing my voice again.
I heard that you got married a few years back. I'm legitimately happy for you and I hope that he's everything you need in a man and a husband. You really are one of the few truly good people I've ever met in my life so I'm glad that things are working out for you.
I actually saw you at the airport a few weeks back. You were about 50 feet in front of me in the Security line. It looked like you were with some friends. I was going to try to catch up to you in the terminal, but I think it would have been a little too awkward, considering. Still, you looked great.
Anyway, I just wanted to get this all on paper so you'd know that I really regret being such a painful episode in your life. I really never meant to hurt you. But I hope that you get the life and the happiness you deserve.

Sincerely,

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