I hope you don't think that I do this a lot. I mean, we both had been drinking and just got caught up in the moment. I don't know what is was about you that just brought something out in me. I don't know if it was your perfume or your dress or the way you kept brushing your hair out of your eyes. And I never usually dance. But going from the bar to the dance floor to the corner to your apartment seemed to flow so naturally.
But still ..... it's just sex.
Even now, it's great just to get together and blow off steam. It was awkward at first, but now it seems so easy between us. No commitment. No worrying about who calls who, who dates who. We definitely don't have the same problems real couples have - one of us is feeling lonely and we give the other a call. No big deal. No strings.
Because when you think about it ... it's just sex.
But even now that we hang out a bit more, I don't feel as suffocated as I would if you were my "girlfriend" (whatever the hell that means). And it just makes sense for you to have a key. It's not like I'm seeing anyone else right now anyhow. Not that I couldn't, because it's not like we're exclusive or anything like that.
Even with the other stuff .... it's just sex
Thanks for letting me sleep over last night. Usually I head home right afterwards, but for some reasons I just felt like laying there. Maybe I should keep a change of clothes at your place just in case. I don't want you to feel like I'm invading, but you know - just in case. And I really liked the mahi-mahi you made last night. I had no idea you could cook.
Still ... it's just sex
Was that your mom that you were talking to on the phone? I guess it's ok that you called me your "boyfriend". I hadn't really thought about it until now but I suppose it would be hard to explain to her what I really am. Your lover? Your booty call? Your friend with benefits? Yeah, I hate that term too.
You couldn't tell her .... it's just sex
I can't explain it but I think about you all the time. I catch myself daydreaming at work and my friends have started to ask me what's going on. I know it's irrational considering we're not "serious" or anything. I feel stupid even telling you about it because we've never really talked about "us" or a "future".
Because it's just sex ........ right?
