My hands shaking as I write her name
my underwear on the floor
my calendar marked with our personal milestones
me slamming a glass against the wall in frustration
The letter I wrote to my dad
the notes I keep from another woman
my "trophies" from past relationships
the Call History on my cell
The email that I never sent her
the bottle of wine I'm saving for someone else
her picture I took when she wasn't looking
me whispering to her best friend
The post-it where I scribed her first name next to my last
my key to someone else's apartment
the suitcase I keep locked in the attic
A bullet in my dresser drawer
